Friday, October 26, 2007
12:01 AM

• lol, after so much seem to be emo entrys, guess i should get back to my really happy life ba.. ^_^ well, work has been okay ba.. everyday seem to be the same though.. but well, time passes quite fast also ba.. alrdy half of the sip gone.. ^_^ come to think of it.. finally!!
• some might cant bear to leave their company as they alrdy has develop a feeling for it while some cant wait to get out of the company as it seem to be a shit chore to go work everyday and of course there are also ppls like me who is netruel.. ^_^
• anyway, making progress so feeling quite okay ba.. ^_^ glad also.. been constantly reminding myself for everything.. hope it lasts, i really do wan it to keep everything this way.. i am totally fine with it.. but well, i think i am turning abit more straightforward now.. ^_^ is tat bad or gd?? don know also.. see how ba..
• oh ya, tml is mr ken de birthday celebration.. well, just had a msn chat with them.. but well, ended up everyone is like "saying" wei rong? well this guys is one of our gd buddy in the past.. but because of gf, he totally cut the line between us and there he goes.. from a constant meeting partner to a once a year meetup stranger i would say.. dots..
• can a relationship make a person change so much?? to the extent tat he himself know tat he is willing to sacrifice all his friends around him for the sake of his gf.. now his gf is his world.. he claims tat he has a family to care for now.. wow.. tats the best one man.. i am stunned by the words, someone could actually say something like tat out.. dots..
• anyway, don give a damn after giving some thoughts to it.. its his business as how he wan to deal with his life.. hope he better stick with this gf forever or else i guess no one would be around him when he need anyone to console him ba.. at least i know, i wont for sure now!! or maybe i would if i can understand yr situation in the future.. if not 'shake head', NO WAY!!
• I definitely would not step into his shoe if i have a gf next time.. i swear with my life man!! this entry and his story will make me remember for life!!
• by right nv write this kind of sort of angry post de sia.. but write halfway toking to them and this came to my mind as i have to write something out or i bu song.. =_=''' lol.. but well, just write out.. i don mind if rong u see this cause this is wat i feel.. do watever u like.. seriously..
• Hope tomoro de dinner would be okay sia.. nites guys!! =)

Saturday, October 20, 2007
11:10 PM

'Everyone has their down period'

• ^_^ well said cause i love it.. actually i guess we should love our given life le.. imagine u are living in places like africa or those third world country.. don't u feel u are so much better?? =) Though i have my weakness but i guess my strength is not much lesser too.. ^_^ at least i am healthy and never do anything that will make myself regret in the future.. friends might not be as much as those popular ppls, but i guess this handful amount of friends is enough for me to get through my lifetime.. ^_^
• I finally got a big crack heal.. all thanks to my beloved friend!! No matter wat u decide to do.. i will give u my support.. just think twice and don regret ba.. =) and of course, u fall into my handful category of friend forever.. =)
• So wat is this big crack mr shane was thinking about?? LoL.. actually nothing much la.. just that i tried too hard and guess too stubborn and though positive yet not positive enough.. thats the problem i guess?? =) but well, through enlightment.. everything shall be okay.. =)
• I haven even reach 20!!! somemore NS is coming for me!! soon!! ^_^ must make sure i enjoy myself to the max b4 i go into NS for tat freaking two years sia.. =)
• oh ya, school time table was out.. though the timing everything looks fine and promising.. and looking at the schedule makes me looking forward to school as there are so much free time by then.. dots.. wat a big different from now man.. =) But heard tat everyone is changing class sia.. now i really wonder who will be my classmates.. =_='' but looks like irvin and kelly fall in the same class.. wat heng sia.. me?? nope.. sharon?? nope.. ah li?? nope.. Omg.. wtf!! Y_Y
• But nvm ba.. i can mix with anyone.. np man mr shane!! ^_^ its alrdy 20th of oct le.. SIP is getting lesser and lesser.. lets jia you ba fellow tp mates!! =) okay!! tats it for now.. cya u guys soon!! Bye!! ^_^

lastly, not forgeting to wish two person a happy wish!! =)

happy 19th birthday to pretty babe phoenix!! ^_^

happy 23th birthday to my 2nd sister.. CHEN BIXIA!! ^_^ P

Thursday, October 18, 2007
11:39 PM

• yo!! got nothing better to do now le.. ytd went jogging with ken, mu and jy at woodbridge.. well, its a good and cheap way for bonding sia.. ^_^ hope can do it more often but well, timing is the crucial part i would say.. perhaps after my sip ba.. =)
• anyway, working is still as usual.. nth interesting has happen ba.. i basically try my best to slack during work and don bother about the time as it will passes faster.. =) tats about it lo..
• been thinking recently wats wrong with me sia.. is it there are things that i have not done or i have done something tat i should not have done.. i really don know.. i wish i know also but tats not easy for me to find out myself ba.. maybe a couple of years down the road i might get to know it clearer ba.. for now, why bother?? =)
• There comes a point in life when we will realise who matters, who never did, who won't anymore and who always will. So i guess i should not worry about people in the past as thats the reason why they did'nt make it to my future.. is'nt it so true?? Life is'nt really complicated man..
• But well, guess i am lucky in tat case as i am just a simple guy.. i will not allow myself to get bother about things tat make myself headache or watever ba.. =)
• just like, why bother when no one bothers, just bother with the one who bother to bother u so that u would not anyhow bother tat someone who don bother at all.. =) understand? lol..
• End of story!! cya guys!

Tuesday, October 16, 2007
11:12 AM

• well, since i woke up early jiu blog ba.. =) by right tonight got activity de, but well, because of timing everything, it was cancel.. Y_Y guess got to next time le ba.. outing has to plan beforehand i guess, especially when it involves more than 2 person.. timing must all match sia.. tats why i don like to organise event sometimes.. till the next time ba.. ^_^
• anyway, nowadays my computer really make me mad, because my two biggest and almost main entertainment has been down due to i don know wat fuking reason.. my crunchyroll website for me to watch anime and drama series, my dota!! argh!! now i am really has nth to do le.. sucks.. at home the most i can do now i guess only msn le.. =_=''
• Life is really damn sian le.. 1) ppls gt partner to company 2) gt lots of dates and outings waiting for them to choose from.. they got choices.. =_='' 3) got their entertainment like reading books, watch vcds, playing games, phone or msn..
• by right my life is no.3 de.. but then because of my stupid computer, looks like i lost my entertainment le.. by right still gt abit of phone, but well..
• so now basically, i just go to work everyday, reach home go jogging sleep.. life is almost just like tat.. dots.. wait till sip is over ba.. at least this is consider a healthy life and a cheap life.. ^_^ no need to spend dao money.. tats all for today.. =) Bye!! happy working!!

Monday, October 08, 2007
2:23 AM

• well, shall tok about sat ba.. which is ytd.. ^_^ in the morning went back to school for the campus training.. Bo Liao de session i would say.. yawn!! =_=''' just listen to the careperson tok abit of crap then go to see LO and tok to him and let him sign the log book.. tats all we got to do yet my LO took century to get everything done when everyone else has alrdy been waiting for me to get done.. =_='''
• anyway, after tat spend 30dollars to get a MC to escape work so as to attend bbq in the night.. my $$$ fly Y_Y been spending and spending.. i should start to restrain myself.. save up!! ^_^ went to eat alrdy then went home to take a short nap b4 heading down to jill's place..
• and due to my laziness, i chose to drive my sister car down, fetch sharon and kelly.. In the end, i kind of regret because!! miss janice took a bottle of vodka and sharon, kelly, nix, janice and irvin started playing games and make each other drink.. yet i can only sit there and watch them play and drink coz i cant touch.. =_=''' its a miserable process sia.. Y_Y
• finally the bottle is empty.. some of these kids started to act le.. show starts!! sharon is toking lots of craps, nix though drink most but was okay, irvin became a red face man, janice cant stand properly and kelly gastric cant take it.. O_O it was kind of chaos and mess when the sober ppls have to start taking care of all these drunkards!! lucky only one vodka, if not high sia.. =_=''' its a bless tat they somemore can be clear minded after one hour i guess?? ^_^
• some of the scene i think can remember till dono when ba.. like 'shhh', 'tears', 'stare', 'puke', 'phone'.. i think i am most alert when i turn around and saw janice lying on the room as she fall flat on the ground.. thanks goodness she did not hit her head or something.. phew +_='' guess tats when every movement by the others, i watched so carefully.. everytime i will be the one who got drunk.. first time i know the hardship tat the sober person gt to do.. responsiblity is high sia.. O_O
• after tat, i send kelly and sharon home.. nix, irvin, janice and i think eve went back in a cab.. cant drive all of them cause of my limited oil, dangerous back seats and the lack of knowledge of knowing the way..
• Though its tiring and very worried to take care of the drunk.. but its quite funny when u do sometime see them do stupid thing.. ^_^ i think i got scare and stunned by them quite alot of times, shorten my life by a few years i guess?? ^_^
• next time hope i gt the energy and heart to get a chalet done for us to gather ba.. doubt jill dare to do it again sia.. lol, pai seh!! ^_^ tat time drink all u wan, and i don care.. cause nth can happen as long nobody run out.. anyway thanks jill for the bbq.. ^_^
• take care everyone!! cya u guys soon.. nites and bye!! ^_^

Thursday, October 04, 2007
9:03 PM

• yo!! anyway, some gd thing to blog about ba.. ^_^ firstly is my sub paper has been successfully clear.. can be relief le.. ^_^
• anyway, i went to donate blood ytd with diana.. its quite a experience.. though i am kind of scare starting.. but okay la.. it ended quite well.. hope its a gd deed.. i might need tat blood next time.. ^_^
• after tat went to celebrate zhi wei de bday at pizza hut.. poor sunflower tat drop dead soon after the bday girl hold it.. =)
• today work until 530 only.. finally went to cut my hair and bought a 28dollars de hair wax.. i don know why i bought it also.. its expensive sia, but i bought it without second thought.. wat i thinking.. O_O''' i think i should pamper myself also ba..
• will change my spec as soon as i got my pay check.. haven recieve yet.. Y_Y work work work!! jia you ba!! ^_^ gd luck everyone!!

Tuesday, October 02, 2007
12:37 AM

• yo! anyway, new entry is up.. just feel like blogging.. work kind of sian.. everyone is getting a new schedule.. from 4 days off to 6 days off.. but i still remain as once a week a off day.. though the working hours are the same, but i rather have the 6 days off.. somehow i think 2 more days of off makes a different.. and when is my pay coming?? no idea at all.. abit dry le sia.. =_='''

dono is i expect too much or wat sia..

i just don feel i am treated the way i wan..

i am just sad..

for fcuk sia.. =_='''

maybe i don deserve gd treatment..

just slp ba..

don think jiu hao..

nites!!

=)